I am not you. Nor will I ever be. I have a right to say what I want and do what I please. Do not attempt to live your life through me. Because regardless of how you may see this, that is exactly what you are doing. It hurts me every single day because I’ve spent years trying to please you. Trying to make you proud. Doing everything you said. No questions. But now I question your every move. And you have no one to blame but youself. Because you have done this to me. You made me like this. And yet you still won’t stop until I am broken. But you have forgetten something very important. I go where I please, whenever I please. And you, you can never break me. Just thought I’d remind you to stay in your lane. And for god sake, I hope you find this. Because knowing you, you find everything. No matter what it is. And you use it against me. So go ahead, give it your all. Becuase clearly you have nothing else better to do if you’ve spent all this time trying to hurt me.
If you’re in a relationship that is harmful to your well being in any shape or form you need to get out. I think most people forget it’s not just romantic relationships that can be toxic but any relationship between any two people. If someone makes you feel like you always have to watch your back your every move or every word you say, that’s bad. That will stress you out and you don’t deserve that. No one does. It doesn’t always have to be a romantic situation. It can happen between any two people.
You don’t think I know what I did was wrong? I will go to the end of the Earth to get something right, I’m just that type of person. I don’t need you on my back 24/7 telling me what I did was wrong or pointing out all my little flaws. There is a difference between helping and being rude. Leave me alone, I know what I’m doing. I’m not an idiot.
- Unknown (via self-preservati0n)